I don’t know if I still want to die or if it’s just anxiety getting the best of me. Either way, if I tell my counsellor that my first thought is “Fuck this, I want to die” when I get all stressed out and panicky she would have to tell my dad. It’s one of the only reasons she’d have to break confidentiality and I’d rather not have that happen. I don’t even know if I mean it either. 

Gah…fuck life. 

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  1. dsilza said: You aren’t alone in feeling like this. But honestly, if you can truly see yourself actually going through with it one day, you need to tell her about these thoughts. But if you’d never act on it, tell her that, & she doesn’t have to say anything♥ily.
  2. beforethegravity posted this